I Can Feel

I can feel it the pain that won't go away

I can feel it the illness that wishes to stay 

I can feel it the misery it brings to my life

I can feel it wanting to exit on so much strife

I can feel it through all of my excruciating pains

I can feel it hurts so bad like I'm wrapped in chains

I can feel it in the morning but worse at night

I can feel it has brutal anger with my body it fights

I can feel it laying in my peaceful bed

I can feel it is going to my head

I can feel it throbbing walking around

I can feel it make me silent and not make a sound

I can feel it rule me showing me whose in charge

I can feel it pound so bad you'd think all would be large

I can feel it burn and combust right thru my skin

I can feel my heart harden letting no one in

I can feel this altering my whole entire life

I can feel warped as a bad mom, friend, wife

I can feel there are no answers so why should I even try?

I can feel that my heart hurts so much and doesn't want to cry

I can feel I've interrupted lives with sorrow and complaints 

I can feel I have been so pointless unable to do new paints

I can feel I shouldn't be here and you all should live life

I can feel you'd do better without me as I cause so much strife

I can feel this poem coming to a close

I can feel I really just need to doze.....

I can feel I just wish it was forever for you

I can feel then you two without me would be able to do

I can feel glad you could do so much without my presence here

I can feel none of this would happen without us both dear

I can feel though my engine has broken down

I can feel I need far far away from this town

I can feel I love you always

I can feel He has plans for your days

I can feel I was a benefit to bring such an angelic one

I can say my duty is complete and all my deeds here are done

I can feel you are a perfect dad

I can feel that doesn't make me mad

I can feel she delights everytime you are together 

I can feel you better do this for me forever 

I love you Christian