My Humble Hotty
For all that know who my Hotty is, you know why I can make a video or write to talk about and express the love of this man-from this man-to this man, Christian Siebens. My soul mate. My husband thru thick and thin. This picture was used to show you, we can smile even in the non-glamourous times-with all praise to our Lord, Jesus Christ for blessing us with each other.
He is a very different man. Very humble. Quiet until the conversation gets rolling and it is a subject of his. Most kind soul ever who places his whole life in the middle of our family to be able to circulate, watch and make sure everything and everyone is ok. And when things are rocky in my health department, he takes care of it one way or another.
We are far from perfect. The last two years have been tough with me extremely ill, and him, with his dream but very tough job-very draining. So we had to set up a whole new plan for 2012. This man, for us, for me-my health and lack of good doctors in Philly-confronted his boss and told him we HAD to return to Phoenix, for his wife's health, his sanity. My kidney is going to have to be taken out sooner than later, and I want that done by my professional doctor who cares at Mayo Hospital in Phoenix. The weather out there was making my body pain that came from my 3rd brain surgery SO MUCH WORSE. We needed warmth. I was living in hot baths-sometimes though in so much pain, I couldn't get out on my own. I am only 35.
This man was placed before me by a dear friend I met back in 1998--who I looked up to cause that gentleman had the perfect life, perfect marriage. Years I asked him how-cause my 1st one wasn't it. Were blessed with my daughter Tory-who is now Christian's daughter too. But my ex and I never meshed, just fought. After all the scars from him-began my search for the answer to life-Jesus Christ. I knew Christian knew about Him-I wanted to learn more.
He is how we are still a "we" today. With a fire that blazes for each other. No matter the obstacle we know Christ will get us thru-as we grow tighter to HIM!! He made a perfect man for me-who I couldn't possibly love anymore than I do now!! Forever and ever AMEN!!
We all have a plan out there--don't spit your fire out... wait for that someone or something He has planned to have it blazing!! Love is forever-more!!
This is for him... dear Christian. I oddly did not pick a Christian song tonight-it is Alanis right to the point on LOVE and how the other accepts all flaws of the other half... with that I have many!!
I love you Christian!!!
Colossians 3:12-14
Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.
I love you, forever-more Christian Siebens.
Love in Christ,
Heather
