|Gods gift to me--with US!!!|
Who out there actually loved school?? But who loved it for the connection of friends??! That was my favorite part of school--the bonds we all were able to make. I went to 4 different high schools in my last two years-way across country and then the Mason Dixon line too. So some MAJOR culture shock!! It was hard not having the friends I bonded with for 10 years. But I have always been very open to learning about others everywhere I moved to. And love that I was able to understand the differences as a child-for my future as an adult.
I fell in love, so I thought, with my "best friends" boyfriend-and he did me as well. We were looking for what to do and say that wouldn't hurt her. But it just turned as a 1 against her feelings and then ex. She attacked him. Part of me felt really bad-another told me she really didn't have true love feelings or tantrums wouldn't be public in the other's yard.
I reach to God to help guide me on friendships. I am so not perfect at them-but I am yet to meet someone that is-other than our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. There are days I overly thank Him for endless amounts of friends that are just amazing by their heart for all. There are though some times when I ask Him-"what do you want me to do with this friend.... I can't without You-but it can get out of control and I need YOU thru it all Jesus-or I can't help one soul.
After all I have been thru rockiest marriage (1st one) , beaten not quite 2 mos after my 1st brain surgery, filing for divorce, overdosing Phenobarbital that almost took my life, finding my soul mate, going thru 2 more brain surgeries while on fire for Christ-after I finally accepted Him in Oct 2003 on my death bed. That was the moment life was never the same--a load of personal issues Christ took them for me, comforting me with many blessings I'd never expected. Our Lord can be a jealous Lord-if you take your attention off Him and place it on material things. He is always ready to hear prayer-and answer perfectly the ones that fit His timing!! God is thrilled YOU are along for this forever living, praising and loving our Lord and Savior who did way more for us to comprehend.
I am grateful that He guided me with an open heart to my church- Cornerstone Christian Fellowship http://www.cschandler.com
Had I not gone there-getting thru all the overdosing would have been tougher, but God is always able to fix us-one way or another. Blessed be His name-ALWAYS!!
My friends light up my day--I'm grateful to God we have met, Miss Libby Baker Sweiger and I bonded simply from the moment we met finally face to face. Such an amazing soul-living for Jesus-as He fights illnesses and migraines away!!! He still has plans for this precious friend-along with the other in the picture - Miss Mary Trivinski. She has become much more active in life--and wellness is on her way thru Christ. MANY years of prayers have turned this beautiful, precious friend ALL around---and if she is running for Jesus, she's gonna sprint her best to wellness thru Him--lay the idols, or addictions at His feet--His smile will be past ear to ear--as He says "I love you Mary-I could sense your thrilling plans and excitement out of each outcome." Awesome plans you have thru Our Savior's wake up for you, and Awesome plans HE still has ready to roll out there Miss sweet thang! I love you so much-and thank God for US!
I can go days, especially with my illnesses, without talking to these dear souls-we always get back together and talk about things we've missed chatting about. But we are also ASAP friends-the moment one needs-the other is there!! This was a true friendship all started by Jesus--and I never can thank Him enough!!!
I love you all.... the impacts on my life from so many are uncountable. I am gracious to God for you all... and pray the moment you need me, you will text me or msg me on Facebook/twitter or e-mail.... I'm here most of the time and look to chats, prayers, more friendships like Libby, Mary and I..... I love you all so much!!!
To all in school still--those grades mean a lot for a career in your future... but never skip friends or allow any to skip you!! God has given each of us talents-and as a group of friends sharing those talents they have-just helps the brain reach out to do more for His Glory! Never forget He is with you always-never doubt that... I am still here!!!
Bless you all,
Heather Siebens @AliveinMe
Proverbs 12:25 Worry weighs a person down; an encouraging word cheers a person up.
Romans 15:7 So accept each other just as Christ has accepted you;then God will be glorified.
Ephesians 2:4 But God is so rich in mercy, and He loved us so very much, that even while we were dead because of our sins, He gave us life when He raised Christ from the dead.
2 Corinthians 3:5 It is not that we think we can do anything of lasting value by ourselves. Our only power and success comes from God.
2 Corinthians 9:15 Thank God for His Son-a gift too wonderful for words!
Galations 5: 22-23
But when the Holy Spirit controls our lives, He will produce this kind of fruit in us: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Here there is no conflict with the law.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life.
John 14:6 "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one can come to the Father except through Me."
Psalm 33:22 Let your unfailing love surround us, Lord,
for our hope in in You alone
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